whoa oh whoa whoa oh

i would like to thank Mr Henry Tay for successfully sending me for anger management rehab(AMR)classes 4 years ago. i 'would' have been either a terrorist/hooligan/noble prize winner or a definite average chump. but for that matter i wasn't becoming any. so thank you.

i was put up to the test this few weeks. i got the better of the EAC. EAC stands for extreme anger control. which Mrs Hudson from AMR thought. no its not about counting to 10. its about you taking better control of whats burning inside. there were 5 of us in the class. by the end of class number 4, i was the only lad there. the rest were born to use violence on all sorts of problems. (yeah one guy beat up a cat cos it stared at him, it was that bad). Mrs Hudson had a solution for me. She explore my inner senses with me. She's very encouraging and motivating. she found out something about me. something magical. something thats makes me me.
she said ' my dear boy, you dont have to worry. you're the sort of person who stands on his own two feet'. with her saying that meaning. i can be alone. eat alone. watch movie alone. and just make everyone invinsible. that was my strength. that was my getaway.

i was mugged by 12 situations this past 2 weeks. and i manhandled every single one of them. i grab them by them throats and made my stand. i wasnt giving in. i wasnt gonna blow my top. and i didnt. i didnt. i didnt. but i had my achilles heel. i had a weakness. my weakness falls through like a kryptonite. and its you.


i will posses your heart.