Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Late nights and reoccurring nightmares Do nothing to help me overcome these insecurities
Have I imagine this would be happening my world came crumbling down
Cause a few years ago I give you my all
Not worrying if I made a huge mistake And my instinct let me down,
A crumpled state of mind that resurrects me
And so a solitary life waits ahead
Im not used to this and im crying out loud
The remnants of the past keeps creeping up on me
The lullaby you sing sound haunting every time
The mirror sings back at me
I know it’s hard for me to say it happen long ago
But memories etched and I forgive but not forget I’m so torn at all the seams
I’m trying hard to mend it back
Do you ever care when I need you, you're never there
So much for all the promises
a solitary life waits ahead
Solitary-20DCboy oh boy. one after another. i need my escape. fast!