im walking like a one man army fighting your shadows in my head ; if only i could say what i need to say. when the time comes. i will.

i wonder if you ever felt alone even if you're sitting next to me? i wonder if you still think about me like the way you do the first time we met? sometimes i think if im ever right for you? sometimes i fear that you feel the same way too. have you ever wonder why i feel this way? you dont even seem to try to make my day. i feel so neglected and im not needed. have you ever tried to fit into my shoes? i dont even think you'll reach the finish line where i'll be waiting where i'll be standing just looking at you. can't you see what im trying to say? im trying to make the best world just for me and you. my life turn upside down when i tried to make amends. it doesn't have to end this way. i wonder. i wonder. i wonder. (wonder-20DC)

its like should i give up or should i keep chasing pavements?

please dont spread this like a pandemic. chillax.